Guys, I just don't want to write a blog post today. I mean, I do. I like blogging and all. But. Ugh. I just don't have it in me to write anything interesting right now.
Can I be whiny, just for a second? Exams are really soon. And law school exams are really scary and I don't want to do them and they make me so nervous that I've just been avoiding thinking about them, which means I've been avoiding studying for them but then I have more to do in less time and it just gets worse and worse and right now I'm so stressed out that I've just felt nauseous all day and I kind of want to just call my mom and cry about it. I am a big baby.
Okay. Um. Happier topics. I've been doing NaNoWriMo this year. I haven't done it since... 2005? That was a really long time ago. It's been a little bit stressful, but also a lot of fun. I've still got just under 4000 words left to write in the next 26 hours and 40 minutes, but that is totally doable. The problem is that I skipped the 'boring' parts earlier because I was really excited to write the ending but now I've finished it so I have to go back and fill in the parts where I'm not entirely sure what's happening and I don't have a whole lot of motivation to write it... but I can't just give up at 46082 words.
Also I joined a youtube collab channel called TransCanadaVloggers. I'm both excited and nervous about it. We just started his week, and I haven't posted my first video yet, but I already filmed and edited it and stuff and videos are scary and weird. But pushing myself outside my comfort zone is good, right? Right.
Anyway. Um. I guess that's it. Sorry.
Oh, the vicious cycle of stressful tests. Good luck!
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